I hated last week.

Stressed & Depressed.
Don't these 2 words fit tgthr?
Ugh.

I'm Qualified for a Nerd

Listening to: Satisfaction by The Rolling Stones
Mood: Plain LAZY!

Today I was absent from school,I am still unwell despite the fact that I could go,but ya lah,malas. HAHA. So,today my dad brought me to the orthondontist to get my 4 blue rubber band stucked to my teeth removed. Patutnya my braces kena install today,but I haven't get my teeth X-rayed yet,sooo the doctor removed the rubber bands and installed 2 metal rings or known as the Anchor. It wasnt painful at all,I didnt feel a thing. Ceyy baru pasang cicin besi(haha,i know sounds soo funny) ni blm pasang the whole darn thing. Oh well. Then we went to SJMC to see the doctor and I got myself a 3-day MC. HAHAHA. :D Then we went home for lunch.

Okay,at home. Lunch was the most awkward feeling I've ever felt. I had kuay teow goreng from the rojak man infornt of my house(sedap ok) but sadly I couldnt enjoy it like I used to. No it wasnt the kuay teow,and no my teeth wasnt aching. The moment I start chewing my food,it felt like I was chewing metal. Like W-T-H. -_-" Didnt feel so comfortable. Took me quite awhile to figure out how am I gonna chew. I ended up chewing food w my front teeth. Yes,sangat menyeksakan. I tried chewing it w my side teeth where the 2 metal rings were installed but it felt....funny. Its like playing hide and seek w the food. Sekejap mcm nak stuck kat situ,sekejap tak. Haha. So yeah,now you can imagine how hard I have to eat when dah pasang my full braces kalau baru pasang mcm ni je dah agak menyusahkan. Gahh. Oh Godd Im gonna get skinnier lah lepas ni. Atleast I'll fit in my highwaisted shorts happily. HAHA.

Lately my skin condition is getting unpleasant? No to say its bad,but ugh I guess Im so stressed so a couple of zits turned up on my cheeks which sucks cause I DESPISE em! Grr. Oh well. Atleast now Im cut out to be a nerd. Haha.

Zits? Check.
Braces? Check.
Highwaisted pants? Check.

OK lah the highwaisted pants tkde kena mengena but somehow I felt it kinda suited the description. Kan? Haha. Oh well. Now it makes me think,when I have my braces on,will I get through the metal detactor? Haha. I'll find out soon.

That's all from me now. Later.
Iyliatities,xoxo.

F**cked up

I kissed a girl and I liked it,
The taste of her cherry chapstick,
I kissed a girl just to try it,
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it.
It felt so wrong,it felt so right.
-Katy Perry,I Kissed A Girl

HAHA! I am so in love with Katy Perry!
You should go check her out!
And also listen to 'Ur so gay'.
Sweet!

My newest crush,Katy Perry<3

*Updates*
Right. I have been ill for the past few days so today I stayed home.
I have been terribly depressed over some stuff for the past few days,but I guess my darling Iejad made me feel better later on last night. Why am I depressed? I ain't telling.

Aite mateys,I'll be busy and away.
Will update soon!

Lotsa love,
Kisses with a taste of some cherry chapstick!
(;

Old times

I have not been updating my artworks for quite awhile now as I'm busy w my final year in school this year. So this is a mini compilation of the best of the best(I think lah,HAHA) of my artworks that features me. On my next post,I'll feature photographs of other people taken by me. Hope you'll enjoy them. To view more of my artworks,kindly visit: wednursedead.deviantart.com/gallery

WARNING: PLEASE DO NOT USE OR TAKE MY PICTURES WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. OR SERIOUS ACTION WILL BE TAKEN. THANK YOU.

#1
Skinny,Skinnier,Skinniest


#2
Im Scared


#3
Badly Bruised


#4
Alice In Wonderland.
(HAHA,yes that's me)
Picture taken in January 2007


#5
Circus Commotion
*This is one of my personal favourites


#6
Obnoxious


#7
Hey Jude
*This picture can be considered the latest la as it was taken around Nov/Dec last year. And my current hair is like this. :D


#8
Radio Woah
*Was featured in JUNK MAGAZINE JULY 2007 issue


#9
My Name Is
*Also featured in JUNK MAGAZINE DECEMBER 2007 issue for the 2nd time. (:
*picture can't be uploaded,surver stuck? sigh*

-Will update later. Bye.

Go Go Go

Love Incubator™ by Iylia Freckie Freckles is finally a reality!
Kindly visit : http://loveincubator.blogspot.com
THANKS!

Lotsa love.

Coming Soon.

Remember my previous post,the one I talked abt making custom-made necklaces,key chains,pins etc using the beads thingy?

Right,it's coming soon. A whole new collection. Im doing collections by seasons so that I won't repeat some of my designs and everyone can have a unique necklace/key chain/pin etc. I will only repeat a few designs that will last throughout all seasons.

So yeah,it's coming soon to ya.

Love Incubator™ by Iylia Freckie Freckles.

(:

Perhaps a depressing start.

Okay,so back to school. I got a couple of results which were really shocking and disappointing.
I felt really depressed coming home yday. My 17-years of PERFECT record in English is ruined just 6 months before I leave school. Im not boasting,but hey that's the one subject Im good at. Ever since kindergarten,whenever there's exams or tests,I usually get an A for my English. But yesterday,I guess I broke my record. I got a B3. 67 to be exact. I was like wth? If it was A2,okay la I boleh terima lagi. But terus B? Sigh. No one even got an A in my class. But I wasnt the highest in class either. 69 was the highest. If that was me,then perhaps I'll feel a bit better. Sigh. What to do. I am devastated. But no,I didnt cry just felt DEPRESSED.

Next up. My add maths. Last term I finally passed my add maths paper and even got an A1 for it whereas last year I failed for 3 terms. And then this term,I failed. AGAIN. Whattt! Atleast pass la. My parents are so gonna get me. Im so scared. Haih. But only like 11 people in my class who passed. But still,I should b one of them. Sigh.

For the others,well they're okay la. Not that bad or good either. Im only happy w my Physics result. And last term I got 5A's. This term? Dengan English pwn tak dpt A,so jgn harap la nak dpt atleast 3A's. Sigh. Okay I am sulking again. SULK SULK SULK SULK.

I am so depressed.

To sum up my holidays.

Okay,so finally the holidays are over,which is so sad. I wish it was a 1 month break. :D
So practically here's wht I did through out the two weeks.

First week.
Well I didnt really did much. Apa lagi nak study. Gahh.
On Tuesday I spent my time w my darling Iejad. We went to Sg.Wang and jalan-jalan 1 KL. There's not much picture,you can read abt my day in my previous entry and I posted one of the pics in the entry below. So yeah,go figure.

The rest of the days well,I didnt really do anythng except I slept late. Woke up late. Online. Eat. Tuition. Sit and stare at the blank space(okay la not exactcly but I wasnt doing anything productive!). And my day ends. Plus,I couldnt really remember wht I actually did over the weekends,so there you have it.

Second week.
On Monday I was s'posed to hang out w Farlisza,but it was bloody raining,so I couldnt walk to her house from my tuition so I had to postpone our meet up and ended hanging out at Arlina's w Nazrin and Sofia. It has been awhile since I last saw Arlina(well she's away since she's in boarding school) so it was a good idea after all. There,I did a fun thing tht really got me hooked on it. Arlina bought a jar of this colourful beads thingy(which I also bought,I posted in one of my previous entries) which will stick to each other when ironed. At first I wanted to make a rainbow
but I couldnt get the shape right so it looks a bit cacatlah,it's almost like a heart shape when you turn it upside down. Then I made' 1312 ' into a block. It's my anniversary date. (: Mom picked me up early while I was doing my name,which I couldnt finish it so I asked Arlina to finish it up for me. Thanks babe. I had fun doing the beads thing. Okay I don't know the name. Haha. Darn it.

On Tuesday,I had to make it up to Lisza,so I spent the whole day(well almost lah) w her. I went to her place earlyyy in the mrng(haha,okay not so early lah,around 9a.m.) and hang out till 12pm. Then,we went to Sunway Pyramid. Later at night,I gave myself a hair cut. Which I actually love. (: I've posted a blog abt this day,so yeah,go search it in my archive. And here's my hair after my haircut. :D

Haha,pretending to look good. Bloody eyebags,tak cukup tidur.

On Thursday,my dad had his day off so he took us to the orthodontics and later to Ikea. Finally I get to shop at Ikea! You can read all abt it in my previous entry. (Haha,this is getting annoying,Im like repeating the same thing after a summary of my day)

On Friday,Neys rang me at 10am(I wasnt up yet to be honest,HAHA) and asked me wheter I was free later on in the afternoon to hang out. I told her I'll get back to her cause I wanted to go back to sleep. HAHA. So yeah,later on at 3pm,Aizu was so nice to pick me up at my place w Dee & Neys. Gosh,I miss those two! We went to Old Town Kopitiam at Taipan to get a bite while waiting for Neys' friends. After eating,we decided to walk around Taipan as her friends belum sampai lagi,they were driving from Damansara(kalau tak silap) and jam kot,so kesian diorg. So we walked around and found *a place* (I won't tell,HAHA) and got a couple of fun shots before the pekerja semua are giving us weird looks plus they were approaching us,so we left. Thank God Neys' friend,Mell who brought a long a friend(darn it,I terlupa nama you but I swear I love everything that you were wearing on tht day,hee) who actually looks like my bro,Agus. Ok lah,he isnt really my bro,but sorta. Both of them brought their big guns(DSLRs) and super lenses. I felt like a noob when using em as I have not be in touch w my D70 for quite sometime. Oh well.

Then we went to a secret location(HAHA) and we decided to make use of this place,which I dare say no one has ever explored and taken pictures there(we're the first,yeaayy). We had to go thorugh a lot of trouble just to take photos there. Have to ask for management's permission lah,this and that. Aizu was such a darling and settled everything for us. Thank you Aizuzuzu. :D Then we headed there; Me,Neys & Aizu while Dee and the others were waiting on top(on top of where? adalah. (; ) w the cameras. I swear to you the place actually stank so badly,we were having respiratory difficulties,thank God we didnt stick around for too long. After a few shots at the *secret place* we left and took pictures at some other places. Dee had to leave early as she has add maths tuition. Apa lah you ni Dee,Aizu kan ada blh ajar. Lain kali ponteng for our sake,okay? HAHA. So yeah,Mell and his super vintage friend were kinda semangat making us act and do poses for him. And Mell was experienced, he kinda became the 'art director' on that day,so from the way he talked and clicked away,it's pretty much obvious tht this guy is just talented w a load of experience which was magic to his fingers. Then,Luke came along. He was there for a few shots. Then he had to leave for work. About 6pm,our day ended. We went to McD for some drinks and went home. It was so fun. (:

Pictures from our fun day (:

Neys sayang and me at the secret location #1


Me and Aizuzuzu!


Luke,Neys and me.

*Gambar dgn Dee kat sini je takde. ); Secret location#2 punya pics dgn Dee adalah,but I have to wait till I get them to post em here.

Izzad was away at that time,he was in Singapore. I missed him so much,I cried. He didnt call nor reply my texts. When he came back,he said sorry and the coverage there wasnt helpful.

On the weekends,I went to PD w my family.

On Sunday,on our way back,we stopped by Subang Parade. I went to Toys R' Us yo buy my mother board for the jar of untouched beads that I bought at Ikea. The mother boards at Ikea were out of stock at the moment. Then,I got myself some Famous Amos cookies which I dearly miss. When I went home,I happily filled my time w the Beads thing majigy(okay I am so naming this thing soon) which I am happy w the results. (: Here's a picture below on wht I've made setakat hari tu lah.

'Iylia',1312 and the half heart kinda rainbow made at Arlina's place.
Others I did it on my own. Kinda happy w the product. Although you can't see the exact colours(which is better looking) but the colours are fabulous,I tell you. HAHA. And I ecspecially liked the rainbow which I made into a necklace.
I gave 'IEJADENA' and the apple to my baby.
So,if you're interested in any of these things,do tell! (:

So there you have it. That was my 2-week holiday. Back to school. SPM dah dekat. Apa lagi trials. Like OMG. I am so not ready. Yet. Sigh.

Love Incubator

Come home soon,darling<3

4 blue rubber bands stuck to my teeth

Yesterday,finally my dad brought me to the orthodontist. So the doctor made a mould(is this hw you spell it? Haha,im nt sure) which was a bit uncomfortable because she shoved a huge metal thingy to my mouth which has this sorta like bubble gum substance to get the shape of my teeth. Then she inserted 4 blue rubber bands to my teeth cause she said it was to make space for the teeth. At first it was a bit uneasy,but after a few bands it was okay. It felt like gum stuck to my teeth. I just love biting it. Haha. And when I woke up this morning,I forgot that those bands were stuck to my teeth. HAHA. Right,and tommorow Im gonna get my teeth X-Rayed and perhaps next week Im gonna get those heavy metals stuck to my teeth. Yeayyy I cant wait. But at the same time,I feel scared to go through the pain of installing it and how my life will be affected after I have my braces on. Perhaps Im gonna lose more weight and b more skinny-er? Oh no. ): Oh well. Let's just pray for the best. Insya-Allah,everything will go well.

After that we went to Ikea(finally) but my dad had an emergency meeting so he left me w Aiman at Ikea. (Bad idea) Well at Ikea,I was armed and ready as I made a list of things I need to buy which I think has cute diagrams & drawings on it (HAHA). There was like 8 or 9 items on my list. So,we searched all the thing I needed but sadly 2 of em was out of stock. They said they'll restock prbbly by middle June or early July. That's so long! Bummer.

My Ikea List. (I'll scan the real list and put em up here soon)
1. Kids' Clothes Basket (But I changed me mind,I hate the design so I put it back)
2. Plutt Picture Pocket set of 3 [SOLD OUT; bummer]
3. CHRIS Cork Board (But it didnt come w small hooks attatched on it,how am I s'posed to hang it?)
4. (a) A jar of the beads thingy that'll stick together when ironed. (I had fun doing it at Arlina's house,so I decided to get one myself.)
(b) The mother board and 2 ready made geometrical shaped mother boards [SOLD OUT]
5. A box w few compartmnets to put my accessories. (?)
I didnt really exactcly found the right one it's either to expensive or big,so I ended up buying small cute coloured containers which I'll decide what to do w it later.
6. A basket or a box to fill my toiletries/cosmetics w compartments
I got a transparent one for only RM5,and it's kinda big. Bargain alert!
7. A rail or some hooks that stick to the wall to hang my necklaces or anything appropriate.
(I had 3 choices,and you should see my diagram! Hee)
8. Sorli 4-piece squared mirror w cute round edges
It was only for RM19.90!

Right. So that was it. I will come back to Ikea to get the stuff that was out of stock and maybe buy a few other things that wasn't on my list that caught my eye. I also but a cute transparent wall clock for RM5! It's hanging happily on my wall now. :D

Oh Goddd,I miss my baby sooooo much! He's in Singapore now. And he'll be back tmrw. (Yeayyyy) It's quite hard to communicate w him like we usually do. And kesian la kat baby he had to par RM0.50 for one text he replied while I was charged w the local rate. I can't wait to see you next week darling,I really really miss you. I love you so much baby! Hugs and lotsa kisses! :D Cant wait to show you my new I-cut-it-myself hair. Teehee.

Aite. That's all for now. I better take my brunch and take a bath(HAHA,yeah it's 12.30pm and I still havent showered. :D). I gotta ring Neys later to confirm w her if Im seeing her later this afternoon. I miss that chick. Okay,ttfn!

P/S: I wanted to post the pics of the stuff I bought but some of the link on the Ikea website wasn't functioning. Darn it.

On Tuesday,3rd June 2008

Yesterday I hung out w Farlisza after months of not seeing her. I miss her so much. I came to her house around 9am (I know so early) cause mom was going to work. We talked and catched up w each other lives and at 12,we went out to Sunway Pyramid. Because Lisza wanted to go find her bikini for this Saturday's SummerSplash which I am not going. So first we grabbed some brunch at Wrappz which is now renamed Roll and smthng smthng I guess,I can't rmmbr ,HAHA. And I got my hands on Auntie Anne's Almond pretzel,my FAVOURITE. (; After that,we kinda lalu Diva and I cant help but to saw the "Now RM6 & RM9" sign,so I dragged Lisza in. Thank God the discount range was okay this time compared to the last time I went. I bagged a silver heart shapped necklace which was a locket and there were several different mini hearts attached to the chain too for RM9 plus I bagged 3 pairs of earrings for RM6. The earrings were a pair of silver thunder,guitar and skulls. Mannn,I loved it and what a bargain kan! So Im kinda happy w my findings that day. (:

Then,we went to catch a movie,Superhero Movie. Yes the superhero parody made by The Scary Movies makers.
Drake Bell was the star of the movie,which was a good excuse to cuci mata,since after all,he is hot. Hee. Overall the movie was kinda funny and lucah (okay obviously you'd expect that in the movie) but also kinda disappointing. I think their other parodies like Epic Movie was way better. Oh well.

Right,after the movie we went bikini hunting and window shopping. I went to Miss Selfridge and they was also having a sale on accessories by Diva but its not available at the Diva shop lah. Everything was for 70% off. There was two necklaces that caught my eye,a red multiple heart shaped and silver multiple doves. Thank God I tried on both at first. Or else I would regret it. The heart shaped one was too short it was almost like a choker and the doves one...well I kinda like but yeah it was too much. Too blingy. So I didnt buy. But I saw a heart shapped ring w a huge diamond and Im planning to get it later nnt lah. After that we went bikini hunting. Lisza found her bikini at Bodynits it was stripped which I think is gorgeous. Purple and pink,different hues,narrowly stripped. Then,we went to Topshop again to buy a striped green polo at Topman for Iejad after I mms-ed him the picture and he said he like it. It was on offer anyways. But I was still short on cash. So, thanks Lisza for loaning. :D I love you so much. At 5pm,Lisza's mom came and picked us up.

This was the shirt I bought for my darling<3

So I went back to her place. We snapped pictures while waiting for my mom. At6.50pm, mom came and we went to Kiwi at Taipan for dinner and we went home.

At home,I was looking through my hair and I was thinking that it's time for me to cut my hair. Myself. So I did the deed. Haha. I was determined. I straightened my fringe and its side,measured it and off went my locks. I maintained my back hair length,cut my fringe and some layers for the side. I was happy to look at the results,I tell you! Perhaps I have talent in hair dressing too. Who knows? HAHA. Well why didnt I just go to the salon and get someone else to cut my hair you ask? Well basically I dont trust them. Not anymore. It always turns out BAD. It always too short or they got it wrong. So cutting it myself was satisfaction guaranteed and I think Im gonna stick to this hairstyle for awhile eventhough it make my face looks more chubby. Gahh. Right. That's all for now. I will post a picture of my *new* hair soon. Toodles! (:

Us sneaking taking pics at the back of MPH. (:

At the bikini store. Im the one on the rightt.


Still at MPH. But this was the length of my hair before I cut it off. (:

The rest of the better looking pics are still w Lisza. Will update em soon.

The Death of Yves Saint Laurent

I just came to know that he died at age 71 on Tuesday when I read The Sartorialist's blog. One of his famous and my favourite quote is "Fashion comes and go. But STYLE is forever". This is so true. I live by his words. No words can describe the true meaning of style in fashion then he did.
Now he has left,the question is will his death affect the fashion industry? He is by far one of the greatest fashion icons in the world. He will always have a special place in my heart. Designers come and go. But YSL's name will go down in history. Forever.

R.I.P Yves Saint Laurent.